lol want to die

lol i'm not joking lol i want to die lol i have never felt this like this before lol i mean i have but shit lol fuck lol 'emo' lol but seriously lol not hungry anymore lol acid reflux has yielded to 'sinking feeling' lol was going to masturbate lol just want to hang myself lol this is definitely 'a cry for help' lol please don't 'reach out' lol i'll be fine lol want to die