thoughts during church

can't think of an idea i dislike more than 'christian saxophone soloist,' but now that is an experience i just have to continue living through

feel convinced the 'appeal' of 'christian thought' is the desire to minimize confusion caused by the fact that dreams and hallucinations can evoke any impracticality/anxiety

feel amazed
seems barely anyone is conveying 'this is bullshit,' mostly people agreeing, clapping, yelling
seems weird