life feels increasingly temporary
i’m moving through space
waiting to decay or something
contemplating syntax
and impossibly large celestial movements
i’m waiting to meet the person who will ruin my current relationship
i’m waiting for emails to arrive, refreshing gmail
i’m waiting for an onset of hunger and then the inevitable meal
i’m in a book store consciously refusing to read books
looking for books about nicaragua with the sole intention of not reading them
not finding them anyway
i’m surrounded by people using bluetooth technology inappropriately; anti-socially
planning to apply for a job, then look into space thinking ‘what’ repeatedly
i have some intention of doing this
i am looking at your reflection and you avert your eyes
you don’t want to look at me, my imperfections
my destructive handwriting
when contemplating cute animals my mind swims a little
from a lake into a river composed of serotonin
and dopamine-infused pebble formations
this is normal this is okay
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this is normal this is okay
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