when talking to a person i am attracted to, i get the distinct feeling of being physically nauseated and extremely euphoric at the same time and i hate it.

when you 'open up' to me

i feel like the one who is becoming vulnerable

i feel like you are doing it

to gain my trust

so you can blame me for something later

'what's with'

destructive reactionary tendencies

and the psychological discomfort

of getting familiar with someone?

i think it has something

to do with you being an amoral person

and me also being an amoral person

and my being unwilling to indulge in behavior

that results in abstract types of pain

or anxiety

resulting from

too much vulnerability

why don't you just kick me

and walk away, instead