tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post1270066979294584318..comments2023-06-01T11:19:48.256-04:00Comments on no is and are what who: feeling really melodramaticButtercup McGillicuddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-14941313124776602212011-01-10T11:42:36.529-05:002011-01-10T11:42:36.529-05:00decide that i am 'good enough' and just ke...decide that i am 'good enough' and just keep going<br /><br /><br />Yeah man.DJ Berndthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05058521931258110780noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-17875078982861647082011-01-07T11:24:40.050-05:002011-01-07T11:24:40.050-05:00i am having an existential breakdown
unsure where...i am having an existential breakdown<br /><br />unsure where it is originating from<br /><br />somewhere 'dark' though, clearly<br /><br />i will never be published anywhere<br /><br />no one will ever see one of my films without me prompting them to<br /><br />no one will ever want to endorse my brand and get me 'mad hits' because i am a worthless piece of shit 'artist' Buttercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-8394463518361519922011-01-07T11:20:12.918-05:002011-01-07T11:20:12.918-05:00re 'the brand that i have established'
it...re 'the brand that i have established'<br /><br />it seems too abstract<br /><br />it seems too colorful<br /><br />it seems 'unpalatable'<br /><br />what could i possibly do to 'move on from here'?<br /><br />make more movies<br /><br />do things i genuinely enjoy doing<br /><br />stop being bored<br /><br />get on medication<br /><br />decide that i am 'good enough&#Buttercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-79043272499332343882011-01-07T11:15:32.811-05:002011-01-07T11:15:32.811-05:00when is there going to be a 'buttercup mcgilli...when is there going to be a 'buttercup mcgillicuddy brand expansion boom'?<br /><br />will it be before the apocalypse?<br /><br />what if my fame remains limited for the rest of my life<br /><br />could i 'deal with' that?<br /><br />seems like i would rather be famous, hated, deplored than be unknown, authentic<br /><br />unsure what authenticity even is<br /><br />is this 'Buttercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-67547526804667767792011-01-07T11:07:43.338-05:002011-01-07T11:07:43.338-05:00now i have a logo
and i feel shitty about it
wha...<a href="http://i21.photobucket.com/albums/b286/Abstersion/logo.gif?t=1294416380" rel="nofollow">now i have a logo</a><br /><br />and i feel shitty about it<br /><br />what the fuckButtercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-57207846762759349462011-01-07T10:53:45.734-05:002011-01-07T10:53:45.734-05:00should i invent a social networking language or pr...should i invent a social networking language or program or something<br /><br />should i just work on art all of the time and not 'question' my 'intent'<br /><br />'just do it'<br /><br />why don't i have a brand slogan?<br /><br />buttercup mcgillicuddy: sla;hfl;skdjpfaoihwenjkzxd<br /><br />that's it<br /><br />so good<br /><br />that is so concise and memorable<Buttercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-23163408960308303122011-01-07T10:49:53.707-05:002011-01-07T10:49:53.707-05:00this should be like a journal entry or something
...this should be like a journal entry or something<br /><br />why am i posting this here<br /><br />what is happening to my brain<br /><br />why is it reacting like thisButtercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-44699744414954200782011-01-07T10:48:57.116-05:002011-01-07T10:48:57.116-05:00will this 'childish outburst' result in hi...will this 'childish outburst' result in hits?<br /><br />will something good happen because of this<br /><br />seems very unlikely<br /><br />seems like there is no redeeming value in 'losing my shit' like this except ridicule<br /><br />am i acting 'like a baby'?<br /><br />what does that even mean<br /><br />i don't understand similes<br /><br />why do people Buttercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-64846524558636065462011-01-07T10:45:17.555-05:002011-01-07T10:45:17.555-05:00is this a 'passing moment of extreme bleakness...is this a 'passing moment of extreme bleakness' or what<br /><br />why do i feel like this<br /><br />what would remedy this<br /><br />'remedy'<br /><br />what the fuck<br /><br />this seems so melodramatic<br /><br />i want to stop doing thisButtercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-60448191001999659602011-01-07T10:44:17.856-05:002011-01-07T10:44:17.856-05:00really felt 'enthused' re rebranding
felt...really felt 'enthused' re rebranding<br /><br />felt 'rejuvenated'<br /><br />now feel completely defeated by [something]<br /><br />by my own incompetence maybe<br /><br />took me five times to spell 'incompetence'<br /><br />jesus, so fucking stupid<br /><br />i am so fucking stupid what do i do with myself<br /><br />what do i doButtercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-41974921045595448632011-01-07T10:42:37.321-05:002011-01-07T10:42:37.321-05:00i can't stop thinking 'fuck, i am so depre...i can't stop thinking 'fuck, i am so depressed'<br /><br />this is awful, i don't even want to feel better<br /><br />jesus<br /><br />kind of just want to disappear<br /><br />want my career to be how it seems it should be<br /><br />what is wrong<br /><br />feel so bleakButtercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897761787949876492.post-12635684416865463242011-01-07T10:41:28.285-05:002011-01-07T10:41:28.285-05:00jesus, everything seems so bleakjesus, everything seems so bleakButtercup McGillicuddyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13369974257922854319noreply@blogger.com